You outta be in pictures

Some years ago I was propositioned to take some photos by a (once amatuer) photographer.
I was told that the photo shoot would be kept a secret, and the photos would never be shared. I was given the photos, proofs, and negatives shortly after the students portfolio was finished. With about 34 pictures in all, some far dirtier than others... the negatives were burned and the photos and proofs locked away...until now.
I picked the cowgirl shot because it's very PG. Though I am not a country girl by heart, I did like the way the hat sits. The second shot below is a bit more PG-17, and (ahem) revealing... I chose the big black bar to conceal myself.

No, I am not afraid of sharing all of myself if it helps improve the acceptance of sexuality for other men and women. Until I feel a bit more comfortable that nobody I know reads this blog, I will post some better, more R rated type pics for fans.
Anyway, Not too much later I was contacted via phone by Playboy magazine, asking if I wanted to participate in a spread about women in a largely male populated profession.

At the time my son was about 1yr old, and I knew my father subscribed religiously to Playboy, even going so far as collecting them. Though a bit insatiable I am still a conservative wife and mother, even was back then. I decided not to pose.
In some ways I regret not doing it. Would've been a great stack of money,
If I had another opportunity? Hell Yeah, I would do it in a heartbeat...