6.05.2006

2 birds, one stone.

I sit here, blank stare and numb at my computer screen this morning. There don't seem to be enough tears left in my soul to cry.

But one always finds itself streaming down my cheek to pith my chin.

A spark dissolved to an ember, and remains barely heated until the last whiff of smoke lessens and disappears.

This really isn't how I thought it would end but in essence it's in goodwill, and it's understood. That doesn't mean I can't have the right to feel the way I do right now. I keep telling myself that good-bye is forever, but then, there's really no other way to say it, is there? I just wish I'd have had the opportunity to say at least a heartfelt good-bye if any was to be said at all.

Thanks in the most sincerest form, and godspeed good friend.

R.I.P Tom

21 Comments:

Blogger Editor Shawn said...

Wow. Dude how much more shit are you going to go through? Honestly, I thought you'd suffered enough with all my bullshit.

Let me know if you'll be around today, I got a shoulder that still works ayyt.

7:35 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Madame X said...

Sorry is not the hardest word...Good-Bye is.

OK technically it's 2 words but you know what I mean.

Hugs and kisses cutie.

7:55 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Scumbag said...

just remember what i told ya earlier, but i'll try to be funnier next time around though....

9:03 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Hubris said...

Oh, Em I'm so sorry. This happened to another acquaintance of mine just a few days ago. She was torn but still inspiring to me. You see, it was very sudden & she simply sent out a general message reminding us to express love to those close to us because you just never know.

I am with you, Emma. *hugs*

9:26 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger DZER said...

*hugs*

if there's anything I can do ... lemme know

9:28 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Anteros said...

I'll echo everyone else, my condolences and an outstreched arm reach out to you.

*hug*

9:33 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger sassinak said...

hey sweetie... i'm worried about you. but i know there are people closeby with hugs that can be delivered in person.

hope you're well anyway...

10:13 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Osbasso said...

Damn--once again out of the loop and clueless, but my condolences. You hardly need to deal with things like this,

11:26 AM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger KJ said...

thinking of you

12:39 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Tumbleweed said...

Emma baby, my love goes out to you! I wish I could wrap my big ole arms around you and squeeze you until all the pain is gone. Your world is bound to get brighter and I want to be there when it does. Keep your chin up and I wanna see that beautiful smile....boobies! A couple other funny words: pecker, vagina and cock! he he

I am sending big kisses for Shawn too!

12:46 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Tumbleweed said...

I hope Shawn is not totally down on women forever. There are some great ones(like me) out there and he is sure to find the one....at the least expected moment!
With all the medical advances I am sure they will find a way to make that bad boy work again!!

12:52 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Scumbag said...

maybe they'll make him a super dick! if they do, i'm gonna mutilate mine as well!

1:42 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Hoochie Mama said...

I'm sorry sweetie. If you need to talk feel free to call.

1:51 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger AndyT13 said...

Gah! Geez I look away for a moment and all hell breaks loose. Sorry for your loss and Shawn's damage. Thanks for the wonderful HNT. Hang in there sweetie.

2:00 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Helskel said...

I missed something.

3:08 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Madame X said...

I'm drunk.
Who wants to fuck me?

3:17 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Oolong T said...

You'll be ok. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But I know it hurts. Just remember there are people around to catch you when you feel like falling.

xoxo

-T

3:48 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Backdoor Slider said...

I am sorry you have to go through this life can be so cruel at times even when you half expect it. If you need to dump a bunch of shit on someone or just vent at someone let me know my shoulders are big enough to handle it. :)))

3:56 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger Madame X said...

Guess that would be no one!

4:10 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger sassinak said...

madame we thought you had a regular fuck...

4:37 PM, June 05, 2006  
Blogger sassinak said...

fyi em T's link leads to a spam blog now...

6:29 PM, June 05, 2006  

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