Yeah, that sums it up

First, I have to apologize for the tardiness of this post. I figure it doesnt really matter when you do it, as long as you do it.

Any body that has had the pleasure of talking to me today will know that I'm not in the best of moods, there's a lot of stuff i need to get done and honestly, I'm kinda disappointed in some things that seem to be err, going around. So, Im sub-surfacing for a little while.

I think, in essence that this blog has served me well in the ways of meeting a lot of new people and sharing things about myself that I don't have the opportunity to share with those closest to me.... BUT, it also seems that in doing that things have been mis-construed... I have been taken advantage of, and I feel down right blatently sad about it. The gossip and finger pointing needs to stop around here. And the anonymous people that feel they need to destroy others lives need to take a flying fuck because we don't want none of that around these parts.

Because people take joy in hurting people, I find that I've lost a lot of trust and compassion in my fellow man. I have cut necessary ties with people I feel are unhealthy and/or gossip inducing. Plus, I am paranoid now as to exactly who I can trust and who I cannot... which is never a good thing since I put faith in people as much as possible.

And though I still contend I can help those that need me with relationship issues, I am weary about developing any further friendships with any one until people realize that we're all human and have no reason to get catty or begin the finger pointing.

I'm really sorry to hear about what happened to you Kristen. I really am.


Okay, so Shawn (being the sweetheart that he is) has turned up on my email and sent me something he felt would make me laugh...It's been floating around the www. for a while, but it's a gem... and as he says "perfect for a starfucker on a day like today."

He could be right.

I'm gonna go pack for wine country, and take a leave of absence from this thing I call blogging.

In the meantime, here's your parting gift... and HOLLA to all of you ladies that can sing it with her..

Natalie Raps