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Every little thing that we do *bom bom*
Should be between me and you *bom bom*

*sigh*
Doesn't that song just make you wanna be doing 80 in your drop top down the coastal roads, peeping over the rim of your sunglasses at the hottie next to you? Feelin' naughty? Yep.

*bom bom*

Well, it's Monday (and yeh I managed to remember the spring forward rule, thank god)... I survived the weekend again, and I feel like I got a lot accomplished finally. Miss's tattoo, some short research work I'd been behind on, a chat with the good Dr. K, and fingering the Madame.

I didn't have as much time to work on the story I had been inspired about lately as I'd hoped. Which left me walking around all this weekend like a humpin' dog.

Ahhh well. It's started, with an outline... So, I'm way ahead of myself already.

Sassinak and I had a deal.
A deal about pictures.

She sends me one of her in her shrug with the happy curly hair (SIGH), and I send her one that I well, the kind of picture that I swore I'd never show anyone. While looking for said picture to send to Sass, I realized the server had none so I asked my good husband wtf!?!?

"You have never ever wanted me to take pictures of you in your outfit."

"I don't... never ever?"

"No, It's like some sort of weird thing with you. Every time I grab the camera you make me put it away! But strangely enough dear, you'll get them taken for the ads, or let the photographers do it. "

"Hmmm, that's kinda strange of me. I only let the photographers take them because it's not my stuff, it's costume usually. So it's more like dress up than being in my own element during BD."

"Yes. It is. Besides, you're usually all about the sweet and sexy pictures hun."

SO. Hmm.

All these pictures I take, my husband takes, I have taken. Seems I'm a photo-slut. BUT I'm comfortable with knowing it's the voyuer in me. Though, no matter how film-lusty I am... my strict rule has always been that two things are never ever captured (unless by professionals for a damn good cause. Which between you and I could be any cause as long as there's pay involved). Ahem..

1. Me in my strap-on.
2. Me in one of my dom get-ups, during role play. EVER NEVER EVER.

Those two things are fairly sacred and honestly, unless you're really into it, the pictures will do nothing for you.

Sure, sure the photo's aren't of me like, biting a chicken's head off or anything... but they're certainly not artistic in any way... and some people don't exactly think it's hot to view a 5'3" chick in a pvc corset.

Dunno why though fuckers, I'ts kinda cute... like one of those little black cat fire crackers.

Soooo... I walk away, open the chest I keep my 'stuff' in. And I decide to break my rule, hit the fear head on... just go ahead and belch a photo out my ass and send it.... *sigh*

Unfortunately, putting on the garb was downright scary in it's own right. That I could even work my way into that jigsaw puzzle was brilliant! It entailed me falling over every five minutes thanks to equillibrium ineptness due mostly to alcohol consumption (apparently the steak and crab still wasn't enough protein to counteract that 3 chardonnays and the Rum & Coke). Silly silly me.

Snapped some moderate to awful photo's to send to Sassinak, then decided that the hub and i should take one or two for 'just in cases.' Which of course got him all a-fluster to do something we hadn't done before... and he'd wanted to do for a very long time.

After the picture taking, we got to play a little... which was also a treat seeing that the kidlets were away at the grandparents. *giggle*

Was a good night for a marathon. So, yeah, I was up to change my clocks over at 2am... right at 2am.

The moral of this story is... I feel like I gave a piece of myself that was deep deep away today (weird), almost like violating myself... But I know it's in good hands, and I know that Sassinak will appreciate it/them and respect them. Thanks love. At the same time, I think it's kinda cool that I broke my own rule for once... devious in a cool way.

SO. Good good weekend for me. Hope yours was as well. *nervous laugh*

So, I'm feeling a little vulnerable right now. Anybody for a Hershey's cherry cordial kiss?